Well, it is March 17th, tomorrow is my father's 50th birthday. I am starting to hear back from some schools, nothing exciting. Florida State seems to be my only choice right now, which is not a bad thing. Going to FL will be a big change for me. My biggest worry is leaving my mom and Nick, these are two people who mean the world to me and I am afraid to be away from them. Two schools that are the closest to NJ are Penn State and UConn. I doubt I will be going to Penn State, but UConn is still a possibility. When visiting both of these schools I was sick and I think that effect my interviews. I truly think that I need to go to Grad School, if I don't I will regret it for the rest of my life. The person I am keeping contact with from FL is being extremely patient with me and I truly appreciate her patience. Nick is in Oklahoma, and I miss him already. I have alot on my mind today, expecially I hit my emergency weight of 119 lbs. I seriously need to watch what I eat and start an excersize routine. My goal is 105lbs by May 15. I will update this blog as I start loosing weight. I don't feel fat and I have food cravings quiet often. I am cuttng out sugars and candy from my diet.